Monday, March 1, 2010

getting real

*this blog is coming from deep inside handle with care*

So a year ago I had just started an awful habit that I said I was going to live in for a year to "feel" it and to be tragically beautiful.. but something interfered and I was forced to give up that habit..... and I know now that it was for the better and that I would have gone no where with that habit but I still feel it is important to address those feelings but a different outlook so for myself and for anyone else out there who wants to go a long for the ride I am going to make March a Celebration of sobriety I am going to write a blog entry everyday with a comparison of a blog entry I would have written a year ago and how I feel now. starting with today..


March 1st (a year ago)
I just need an escape for a while... just to slip away and find out who I really want to be... I wanna have fun and let loose... Be free!

March 1st 2010
I am fine in reality.... I slip up sometimes and I hurt the ones I love but I have control and I control my freedom

1 comment:

Ash said...

Oooo I think I'm gonna like this! Glad you've changed your ways, I like you much better with your head on straight. :) Now just stop messing up! :)